It keeps happening and I can't say I didn't expect it !
It seems that settling with a supposed more mature partner still brings with it the immature set backs. It was going well until my privacy was once again invaded and restrictions placed on my every move and although my intentions are never to act on my kindness to others, it is jealously used as a weapon........
maybe this is the way it will always be, the years have made me dead to what others want and feel because it seems there is no feeling to what they want..........
Maybe you were right, even though my true loyalty will be with the one I am with............ but I will never belong to just 1 ?
I roam the wastelands of my mind in search of someone with the same understanding as me........... there is no end in sight and I am getting tired.
